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Thursday, May 06, 2004
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME
So yeah, today is my birthday. BFD. I celebrated by spending $20 I couldn't afford on groceries & spending another $20 I couldn't afford on a haircut.
Before I went to bed last night I asked God to let something good happen to me today. So I guess I can thank him for the gorgeous weather we had today. And for the vet clinic that called me back. Had to pull off a miracle to get my resume faxed over, but I did it. Hopefully they'll call me for an interview.
Tomorrow is my friend Barb's birthday. She died 2 years ago. I was hoping her family would remember my birthday, but I guess they didn't.
I took a Xanax about 1/2 an hour ago. Hopefully it'll kick in soon and I'll sleep like the dead all night & most of the day. Unless God willing the phone rings and it wakes me up.
So here's what's been going on since last I blogged. My friend who knows everything and I are no longer speaking--basically because he did something really shitty to me at work. And speaking of work, that's no longer going on. The new manager decided I wasn't worth keeping around, and he waited till 4/14 to tell me. Shithead.
I feel like my entire life has been a waste. Am I being selfish or picky? All I want is a job that pays me enough to live on, allows me to have somewhat of a life, and doesn't give me an ulcer. I don't want or need to be the president of anything.
I'm sorry this post has little to do with GAD, but I really don't have much to say on the issue right now...