It's a GAD GAD World
Saturday, November 03, 2007
I DID IT!
I went to my friend's wedding. Then I headed straight to the reception site before anyone else got there, dropped my gift off, and left.
As of 18 hours ago I wasn't sure I was going to make it. I was up crying till about 4am. Then I took some klonopin & that helped me get to sleep. I woke up around 10am and basically did nothing till it was time to get ready.
And now I'm home in my jammies & I've just downed a pint of Haagen Dazs Light Chocolate Fudge Brownie, & I feel resigned. Not happy, but resigned. I'm alone, but I've got my cat beside me. And this is how my life is going to be.
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