It's a GAD GAD World
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Thanks Sherry for your response.

I've actually been feeling pretty good these past few weeks. Whether or not it has anything to do with me chewing my p-doc a new ass, I can't say for sure.

Then Thursday night my boss took me out for a steak dinner as thanks for a gargantuan project I managed almost single-handedly. The dinner went ok, but I got home kinda late. It screwed up my sleep routine a bit, and as a result I woke up at 3:30am on Friday & couldn't get back to sleep. Got up at 6am as usual, & felt ok till lunchtime. Then my brain just shut down despite the caffeine I'd consumed at lunch. I was nodding off at my desk & couldn't wait to get home just so I could pop some remeron & crash.

Then I got home, & popped 1/8 of a remeron, & waited for it to kick in. And waited. And waited. Nothing. I should have been dead to the world within 2 hours, but I wasn't. Finally around midnight I did my doxepin & that helped me crash. I fell asleep sometime after 12:30 & woke up this morning around 9:30.

Last night when I wasn't fidgety I was kinda weepy. I'm hoping that this was just fatigue & not a sign of a downward spiral. And I hope my fatigue doesn't CAUSE a downward spiral. We shall see over the next few days...

Hi! I had to send my favorite blogger a "Hello". I hope that you are hanging in there, and that you aren't riding the rollercoaster. I had my recent ride on it, and it is never any fun! Please take care of yourself, and congratulations on impressing the boss (Mmmm, Steak)!
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